i'm your beautiful mess & you're my beautiful rescue. ♥

And in the disorder, you are the peace sign. Quand la guerre éclate, you are the sound mind. Et dans ce désordre, you are the peace sign.
 
Peace Sign(acoustic)/ Lights feat. Coeur de Pirate
 
I got my new violin tuned today so I'll be able to start playing it once I start lessons! I want to eventually learn this song on violin.
 
My face is rosy because I laid out by the pool today with my aunt and sister but its okay because it was really nice.
 
My ankle hurts so badly that I can't really walk right now. And my wrist that I broke a long time ago is acting up to. :(
 
I'm really excited because I get to teach my little cousin French this summer and I was going to relearn it myself anyway so it'll be even cooler to teach him.
 
Today I found out that I had Selective Eating Disorder. Well I didn't so much find out I had it, I just found out that there was a term for what I have.
 
I'm going to stop here because I'm going to finish eating my key lime pie and start watching Castle.
 
-Becca

All the things I couldn't mend without escaping.
I Felt Free // Circa Survive
 
They were really great last night but it sucks because they never came out after to sign anything. Which also means I brought my Threads record for Now, Now to sign and they didn't come out to sign anything either!
 
@nathan-henry I hope you've had a really incredible birthday so far! I'm still really bummed I couldn't get you that birthday surprise though. :(
 
I honestly feel so great about my bio test this morning which is weird because I should have done worse on it seeing as I was at a concert last night but I'm not about to complain.
 
I have a bruise under my eye and it hurts really bad when I blink but I don't remember it happening at the show so it must have happened in my sleep.
 
I wish my ears would finally stop ringing. :(
 
@destry Where are you?

But we're a mess, we're all a mess together.
So take one more look at me.
I better be lost in the crowd; one more night out.
 
Kill It//The Cinema
 
The weekend was perfect in that I got to babysit all Saturday night and today. It sucked as far as my best friends are still ignoring me so that's super fun.
 
I have homework to do so I should probably get to that now. Which means I'll still be on here all night while doing that.
 
Kids are actually precious and they all love me and I just want to spend all of my time with little kids because people my age usually suck to be completely honest.
 
-Becca

And I know that endings are the best place to begin.
 
Priscilla//Sea Wolf
 
This is such a beautiful song.
 
I really wish I could go to Bonnaroo this year because the line up is so great. Too bad my brother isn't playing there again. :(
 
I got really cute shoes today at target for ten dollars and they're my favourite color blue and I love them. I've been a really wise shopper the past few days and its really rewarding.
I better have done well on my biology test because I studied so hard for it.
 
I just wish my life was like this set because it would be nice to have cute puppies and cute clothes and eat good food.
 
@riverboy Answer me, you poop.
 
-Becca

We'll know what to do.
 
Inside of Love//Nada Surf
 
I've been studying cell respiration and photosynthesis for over six hours straight and I am so burned out but I actually feel really confident about the test tomorrow now and I'm incredibly proud of myself for staying really on task for so long because that never happens.
 
I should probably try to go to bed now so that I can get some semblance of a good night's sleep but I'm not really tired yet.
 
I'm excited to go home this weekend so that I can see my little munchkins because they're precious and I haven't seen them in a couple months.
 
I guess that's really all I wanted to say.
 
-Becca

We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around. All I want is the taste that your lips allow.
 
Give Me Love//Ed Sheeran
 
I'm taking a mental health day.
People are way too confusing and complicated and it makes things really difficult.
 
Talk to me if you feel like it. I could really use someone to actually talk to.
 
Someone should get me a puppy to love me because that would be really thoughtful.

We love to love when it fills up the room, but when it leaves, oh, we're cursing the stars.
 
How We Love//Ingrid Michaelson
 
I love this song. And I also really love singing it.
 
Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
I wish I could sign that to you because its such a cute little sign.
 
@alivia and @riverboy you guys just try to enjoy the night. (x
 
I had way too much sugar today and upon reflection I get really nauseous.
 
I guess that's really it. I hope you're all having a really great Valentine's day.
 
-Becca

I don't wanna fight the feeling anymore, baby this is war, this is war. And I can't fight it anymore.
 
This Is War//Sweet Talker
 
Hopefully going to see them this March with Lydia but I'm seeing Circa Survive five days before so we'll just have to see how that works out.
 
I made no-bake cheesecake and now I feel like a cheater.
 
I need to be making a list of questions to ask the Deaf woman I'm interviewing tomorrow but I'm procrastinating as usual.
 
I'll be around pretty much all night so message me if you want. I'm not in high demand so don't worry, I'll definitely answer you.

You tell me I fucked up well I guess I did then.
Just take me back to that day.
 
Knee Deep// Lydia
 
Such a great song and it makes me happy because it reminds them of their older stuff.
 
I unwittingly let my roommates have one of my water bottles so they could make a bong and now I feel like an accessory to a major crime.
 
I had a Bio test earlier and I have an ASL III test in a little over an hour. So I'm going to be studying for that.
 
@destry I'm really, really glad you're back. I missed you so much. I'll be on to talk tonight after class at 7:30.
 
-Becca